one day before gong xi fa cai

went to watch Bridewars with jo,loi, denise and toren after the conclusion of the IVP games last night.. Its official! IVP is over!=)

i shall reserve my comments about why im feeling happy and at the same time, emo, that IVP has FINALLY ended.

anyway, there was one particular song that hit me during the movie:

Happy-Natasha Bedingfield

Ooh.. Oooooohhh.Landlords Knocking at my door cussing me out
Got laid off my job the night before
Can’t figure howI’m gonna fix tomorrow away
If today’s still a mess
Can u tell me what’s the point man,
It all seems meaninglessI wish that I could step away and breathe
This world’s trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head
[Chorus:]
Someone just tell me
That it’s ok now
What are you worried about
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy
People lie, people hide, people cry, people fight
And they don’t know why
If fear is all that we should fear
Then what are we so afraid of
Cause fear is only in our heads
Someone please say...
[Chorus]
Any day ill go bad thinking bad
Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me
Preparing to battle an enemy unseen
During my stressing I’m blinded to the lesson
That could be a blessing if Id be confessing that the enemy
I’m trying to beat is hiding inside of me
But it’s ok now...what are you worrying about...
[Chorus]
Keep your grind on girl...it’s your love, it’s your world...

go listen to it.. its really catchy and it makes sense. the reason why i watch chick flicks is not only because of the humour, but also because of the soundtrack..

ok, i'm feeling really tired and i don't think i will make any sense now.

went for morning make up class today and later came home to sleep my afternoon away. somehow, i always feel extremely tired during my period.. its normal. i guess. after waking up, and being late as usual, i went for the BMTK reunion dinner. though some people had to miss this bbq due to various reasons, it can be considered a successful one given the laughter that we had.

and oh my. chinese new year is coming. and frankly speaking, i wasn't really into the mood of celebration this year. i procrastinated the purchasing of new year clothes and eventually, my elder sis had to help me pick and buy dresses. i just simply forgot the spirit of chinese new year.

but anyway, at this moment, im wishing for CNY to come fast.. as.. i have lots of backlog in my readings to clear. and i promised to clear them after cny. this is a punishment for procrastinating too much. and im surprisingly ever ready to serve my punishment.

gong xi fa cai