ahead of time

and now, i shall attempt to summarise my life within this small space of my own, which i've neglected.

and from11th-18th Jan, i was real busy in participating in ivp. totally got sucked into it and felt as if my life revolved around it.I sort of neglected my academics and allowed my lethargic-ness get the better of me. missed classes. it doesn't help that my last ivp didn't end in a glorious and satisfying way. Instead, i got myself injured mysteriously (dislocated my thumb), and resulted in my team's terrible defeat due to my inability to keep properly. how sad to end your floorball career this way, without any result proud enough to speak of. maybe i should just forget about it and move on in life...

and talking about academics. i'm finding it hard to find my momentum this semester. All 4 of my profs are rather boring,maybe my EC prof a side, but yeah. difficult to concentrate and get into the mode of studying. But, i'm trying real hard now. and i'm almost 40% there, before i get ahead of my classes. i must treasure the limited undergrad life i have remaining. i don't want to end up rolling on the floor with regrets.

recently, a number of people have been asking me what i'm gonna do when i graduate (yes, cass, you included). i told them i have no idea. Loserish, i know, when i'm only like one year from graduation and will have a hefty sum of debt to clear. i hope that i can find a way out real soon. but its not going to be easy, especially after i just dropped my aspiration to have an events company after undergoing so much in my internship. right now, i only know that i want a career with prospects and good salary, preferably soft skills based, like consultation? anw, planning too much won't help. Life's too full of uncertainties.

dum-dee-dum.

i've scaled down my list of possible universities to 5. Austria, Germany, Sweden, Denmark and Finland. All will cost me a bomb, but i guess, anywhere in europe will kill my savings. i will just take it as a trade off for safety? haha.. i will prob be done with my exchange worksheets by this weekend. i haven't rank the 5 unis yet as i'm thinking of choosing them base on the courses they offer. but mannheim of germany has a really superb campus :D