Today

today is one of those days,

where i know that i know i have to skip a class to avoid a breakdown in school.

where my tears are my best friends,

the rain and gloomy clouds understand me the best,

and my bed is my only comforting hideout.

where my iphone is the only one which has never failed me,

and i know my favourite songs will never ever judge me.

the tree is the only living thing which will never doubt me,

and smiling is just a facade to prevent my friends from worrying.

maybe its due to the buildup from 6 semesters of school, especially when last sem and this sem have been real challenging. or perhaps, due to a multitude of other factors, other aspects of life. I'm sick of explaining and convincing in a world where nobody seems to be able to comprehend me.

perhaps its just me.

don't worry, i'm not suicidal.