just stand up

i'm back after so long. somehow, i didn't feel the urge to blog about my life until now.

Now, when i am halfway through my Service Processes lesson.

And so, my past weeks have been quite monotonous, nothing special for me to exclaim, no shoutouts that i need to do. Just, perhaps, cooped up emotions, usual worrying which i wish i can be relieved of. Life is a misery sometimes, isn't it?

I've just finished my SP presentation. The 1st presentation after soooo long. It was easy to present and i didn't rehearse for it as this project was finalised really at the last minute. I stayed up till 5am to compile the report. And yet, we lost to the other team. They are admittedly better, in terms of content. oh well. what can i say. i hate to lose?

and argh yeah, the topic of class participation. the need to speak up. i still havent done it after 7 weeks. argh. somehow, whatever i want to say just seems weird to ask/mention at the point of time. never mind. week 8 will be a fresh start.

for now, i will just want to focus on clearing my mountain of work: projects, papers. and week 8 will be gone in a flash.

On a happier note, heard from cass not long ago that she has passed her driving test with 18 points. haha.. not chao geng enough.. hehehe... good job there and from now on, we can go car racing yeah!

oh yeah, and i was really thinking of africa for the great escape! but, we will all need to acquire medical knowledge first before embarking on the journey. if not, we will be as useless as a housefly. if not, perhaps backpacking the whole of china seems fun too. haha .. just random ideas..

oh well, i need sleep.........