WHY NOT?

i have so much to blog about, so much to lament, so much to crap. but somehow, i find it hard to put them into words and note them here. and most of the times, when i can really pen my thoughts and feel poetic enough, my laptop will be running low in batt or i will be lying on my bed, looking back on my life.

i am experiencing a mish mash of emotions right now, a part of me see myself as a driven student, but a larger part of me sees myself as a useless person.

i'm 21 (soon to be), and it seems like i haven't achieve anything in life. yes. i admit to being a lousy mugger, a poor student. why cant i excel in studies. why do i see the world so differently from so many people. why can't i bring my points across.

so many why's. i should adopt the scientists/engineers mentality instead.

WHY NOT?

for now, i shall just think again. why aren't i making all the above happen. no one is born a useless bum. the lesson is to keep asking yourself 'WHY NOT', why can't this happen instead?

alright. everyone's life is pretty much glum at this point of time. economic recession, week 10 of the semester. but why not make yourself feel better!

WHY NOT think this way:
1) economic recession: more shopping treats, more sales out there in the shopping malls (bimbo's POV). an economy can't be bullish all the time. ok.. im not exactly an economist. i don't know how to make someone feel better by citing economic terms. haha!
2) week 10 of semester: HEY! you have survived 9 weeks of studying! give yourself a pat on your back!

life will be so much better if we ask ourselves why not and set off to find solutions. like that, we will not be stuck and wallow in self pity. instead, a better tomorrow will be created.