dream a little dream of me

my wishlist for this coming week will be as follow:

1) to have more 'me-time'

2) to spend less money (max $15 per day)

3) to reach home earlier everyday

4) TO NOT TAKE A SINGLE CAB (paid by company considered separately)

not that difficult to fulfill, i hope.. hahah

the devil within me

i feel weird these few days.. the devil within me seemed to have grown miraculously. i hope i'm just too tired that i'm always having senseless and sometimes, evil thoughts which i hate to harbour. it is a pain to try to run away from these thoughts. seriously, i hate myself for generating these thoughts and the only way to counter them is to think of more 'love'.

i've been staying back late in office to finish my work.. i have a very bad feeling that i'm gonna get scolded someday...

anyway, something happy to share.. i will be going to bkk with cass ong and hui fen from 6th-8th August.. woohoo~~~~

ok.. will be back to update happier posts ;)

its time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qosgQOw6qQ&feature=related

(PS, view the picture, followed by the link, and you will know what i mean)

i'm getting so tired from work, so much to do and weekends ain't gonna let me off easily too, with meetings to attend. i wonder how much more i can take.. a test of endurance and i'm glad to have it. lets hope i don't just break down all of a sudden... 

the song really depicts my emotions and thoughts, except not in the aspect of love. 

:) 

well said

These photos reminded me of the happy times. the inspired moments. I hope to retrieve it back someday. It will be difficult, due to my busy schedule and the fact that my spirits have already died by the time i reach training everyday. work is tiring. it drains me of my energy to train properly. I was reading my old emails and i saw one sent by denise on reminding everyone to go for trainings. there was one particular sentence which hit me: you can't expect to train sporadically and play magically at div 2. well said. i guess i'm the guilty one who is waiting for this to happen to me. To play like last year's standard without attending half as much trainings. what to do... i have my internship and commitments to serve on the other side. 

was browsing through deviantart and this strong tree caught my attention. it represents my heart now. 

the one way road

IF life is a one way road, as simple as it is. In a desert full of sand or the wildness stacked with trees. I will walk down the road, step by step till my knees give way. I will not go the other way nor try anything new. 

Cause, right now, i just feel like walking. Mindlessly. tread the roads without thinking. 

IF life is just as simple as this. 

LEE MIN HO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzRO8iWjcWA

omg.. watch the above.. lee min ho is just the perfect guy for any image.. and he is way too cute to handle. heart thumping! 

anyway, i have a really big red pimple on my right cheek. really spoiled my week badly.

any slim soul wants to buy a brand new pair of armani exchange working pants (nickel in colour) from me? its size P0 and i obviously can't fit into it.. its just 30bucks! text me should you have some interest.. heh.. 

worload at internship is certainly gettin heavier and i'm brooding over my mental state when school starts.. i will definitely still be too shagged from work man! lets hope eunice will approve my leave...