shii and disgusting product

rush hour

literally.

i always thought that my pm report can be completed way before time. but prof's decision to have the report submission to be in week 15 proved to be somewhat disastrous. i thought the edit will be rather smooth. but alas, it wasn't. In the end, apart from editing till 4 plus am in the morning, me and sinyi had to rush it out this afternoon. and believe me, the last one hour to the 5pm deadline was deadly. it almost caused heart attack as we tried to manage with efficiency. booo.

luckily, the guys managed to deliver the report at around 5.05pm and the other files were still there. phew.

and so, i left straight after the guys were sent off to deliver the report to prof's pigeon hole. was meeting marcus for the movie, Mulan at the Cathay. The movie was great! apart from my infatuation with the theme song, i thought the storyline was delivered well, and the lead actress, Zhao Wei, was quite good too. The war scenes somesort of impacted me too.

alrights, im off... its a busy busy DEC HOLIDAY

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MY EXAMS. ENDED

whirlpool

總裝著很有把握　不准愛滲入生活

才發現闖了禍　讓你當真以為我的心上了鎖

讓你絕望地走　成全獨立的我

好想摀住耳朵　不想不看不想聽誰說

好想蹲在角落　把譴責的眼光都躲過

像個黑色漩渦　將我吞沒　悔恨已逃不脫

我承認這都是我　感情事處理得不妥

從不說　我愛你

那麼多

somehow, this song matches my past experience perfectly. way too perfect.

i think stef sun performed better live though, if not for the lousy sound system for making her voice muffled .http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4HwUI3DyHU&NR=1

tuesdayayyhkrjg

i finally finished the HBR readings which i was supposed to do for my SP exam. goshhh.. i took like more than one day to finish 4 articles? damn...

moving on to the textbook now.. hope its a lot more readable and interesting :) exam is on thursday and i hope i can finish two chapters by today... haha overly ambitious again.. woots :P

haha.. tina didnt bathe for more than 24 hrs and she is sitting beside me now.. haahah.. but its ok. she still looks as gorgeous with her eyeliner, that is. hahahahahahah.. (ps, you can ctrl+f and find your name!)

interesting quotes

against all odds

So take a look at me now

'Cause there's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me

Just the memory of your face

So take a look at me now

'Cause there's just an empty space

And you coming back to me, is against the odds

And that's what I've got to faceeeee

I wish I could just make you turn around

Turn around and see me cry

There's so much I need to say to you

So many reasons why

You're the only one

Who really knew me at all

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Don't think too much, just a heart wrenching song which i thought i should share.

Ethics today was quite bad. didnt manage to finish the paper and left half a question untouched. But anyways, its over, and i'm glad that i do not have to deal with corp like the others. really relieved that i made the choice to do marketing and ops mgmt as i do enjoy these two majors better! :D

In any case, i've got to focus on sp now, the module which i know nothing about. Got to start from scratch from now till thursday! wootssss tired... with slightly more than 2hrs of sleep last night.

start of exams

ethics in less than 9hrs' time!

hope to get over it soon and get started on SP right away. Oh god, i know the importance of ethics, but is it really necessary to have a final exam worth 50% for it?

sigh.. i was thinking through the happenings this sem and i realised how many lessons i've skipped.. i'm bound to get bad grades and pull down my gpa even further, which i hate to do.

nevermind, ive still got some time left to salvage it.. BLESS ME!

lionel's astrology chart

what lionel found out about me after obtaining my birth date and time!:

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you have an eye for detail and good powers of discrimination. Your intellectual ability, loyalty, honesty, flair for analysis, and love of work marks you as an expert in your chosen profession. A sense of harmony comes from doing something useful, preferably for others. Although you give the impression of being emotional, reserved and cool, in reality you have a kind heart and a real sense of serv

in reality you have a kind heart and a real sense of service - more so than most! Hygiene in all things is another strong point.

Likely occupations are all professions related to writing, scientific work, psychology, or all businesses dependent upon analysis.

a quiet, retiring, easy-going, super-sensitive, poetic and mild emotional nature. You can be restless, easily depressed, changeable, irresolute and easily discouraged by obstacles and opposition

To some degree you lack a matter-of-fact, practical and common-sense approach to life - by temperament, you are more emotional than intellectual.

Psychic ability is indicated and you may be drawn to subjects such as religion, mysticism and spiritual growth. Music, poetry and romantic literature will have a soothing and therapeutic effect upon your inner self. Easily hurt, you seek emotional security through periods of peace and seclusion.

your personality drive will mainly be directed into the creation of personal wealth, with an emphasis on financial security. A strong desire for material possessions is a dominant motivating factor in your life. You are very sensible with money and, unless very careless, should always be comfortably off.

your feeling, instinctive nature will find expression through some form of emotional attachment to social, ethical or religious values. You have an inherent need to expand your life through travel, study, philosophy and the search for metaphysical truths. Practical knowledge is often obtained through dreams or meditation. Your day-to-day response to circumstance is strongly conditioned

conditioned by spiritual or ethical values.

intelligent, strong, versatile and analytical mind with great powers to attend to detail. You have a good memory and the ability to think practically and constructively. Your mental disposition is well-suited to demanding intellectual work and you may find success in fields such as science, teaching, administration or in jobs requiring detailed analytical ability.

There is some predisposition to nervous excitement, headaches and needless worry over trivial matters

very sensitive, warm-hearted, protective, affectionate and deeply emotional romantic nature. For general well-being and emotional security you require a safe home and a loving family. In romance, your super-sensitive feelings are vulnerable to the least slight - you are very fragile in this area, thus easily hurt.

Your lack of romantic self-confidence requires that your partner demonstrates constant affection and devotion. Your moodiness, sentimentality and tendency to sulk could present some problems, but on the whole, you are the ideal marriage partner in that you cherish your home and family, seeking a stable and affectionate domestic life.

you assert yourself in a forceful, courageous, aggressive, competitive, independent, positive, enterprising and self-assured manner.

Primarily, these qualities are used for personal goals that serve your own ego needs. You desire to make a mark on the world, and cut your own path in life. There is an incessant drive for action and accomplishment.

You find it easy to take the initiative and motivate others to 'get things done . Many projects are started but only a few are successfully completed.

There is a love of sport and other physical games. On occasion you can be impatient, aggressive and quick-tempered. The sex urge is strong, driven by powerful emotional passion. Good lovemaking requires that you feel dominant and in total control.

On the negative side, you can be finicky, worried over trivia, highly strung, inhibited and unable to relax or relate to others in a balanced way. Your main task is one of overcoming hypercriticism and learning to relax in order to rule out any possibility of nervous or physical strain.

(some birth signs) gives you the opportunity to study and intellectually comprehend subjects such as religion, law, philosophy and other higher educational subjects. This quality is necessary in order to expand your personality and life experience.

Your wide range of mental interests will attract many friends who help to broaden your scope of knowledge, leading you into new and unusual subjects. Success is achieved by communicating such knowledge to others - writing, teaching and lecturing.

A second string income may come through business interests related to publishing, travel, broadcasting and telecommunications.

In order to succeed in your social position in the world you will have to gain understanding and expertise associated with intellectual matters, truth and knowledge - perhaps through philosophy, religion, law or other profound subject of higher education.

You should structure your approach to life using sound moral precepts and constructive, honourable and just social values. Life experience will force you to learn valuable lessons related to the above issues.

Through diligent effort and achievement you may gain distinction and become a recognised authority within your chosen field of endeavour.

Those born in this generation have the ability to receive intuitively from the planetary mind new philosophical directions and new horizons for society's moral behavior. Disruption occurs in hanging on to belief systems and moral attitudes that justify old social behaviors.

This generation should represent quite a reaction against the previous one. These children will probably idealize work, thrift, practicality and duty rather than the abstract spiritual ideals of the preceding generation. However, they may not be very effective in dealing with practical principles, which may decline considerably, simply because this generation does not deal with them in its daily lives.

Your mental and communicative abilities will largely be applied to gaining superior intellectual ability, through education, travel and philosophical debate. An original thinker with much mental agility you excel in speaking, writing and communicating generally. This is a strong placing for Mercury and if mental power is directed to defined objectives then much success can be attained in any chosen direction.

With Jupiter in the Ninth House you will find luck, ease of working and general good fortune coming through the study of psychology, religion, philosophy and other profound subjects.

Possessing good intuition, clear foresight, breath of vision and a peaceful, logical and optimistic disposition, you could achieve honour and distinction in religious, intellectual, academic, legal, philosophic or philanthropic affairs.

There is likely to be much travel and deep study of foreign cultures. This will serve to expand your intellectual perspective.

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i think its 95% true... ;) but anyway, i'm lost in my own personality and i can't really judge myself..

why are good guys g*y

super hot

especially the one on the right :D

heaven

how nice it will be to have a direct route to heaven. just climb the stairs, and there, you've reached.

skeptical

guys, seriously.. do you think the content of this video speaks for you?

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1268119589818&ref=mf

i did paste this link to some of my guy friends, and only kevin said that its not really true and its prob written by an mcp, but most others tell me it is true.. haha.. if it is, then its just plain scary how different guys and girls think.

and, i recovered a website which my friend sent to me previously about mens' pov.

http://www.barstoolsports.com/article/platonic_friendship_such_thing/3077/

interesting.

pretty flowers

today has been a relatively productive day. but somehow, i feel that i'm wasting my time studying for ethics. haahh..

anyway, while listening to my collection of music today, i suddenly came across a song which i paid particular attention instantly. i remembered that jet sent me the song rather long ago but somehow i didnt manage to catch on the lyrics of the song.

its quite a customised song for marriage and makes me wonder when i will have the chance to sing it. haha

SR

the SOB SR is really a better place to study. contrary to what i have expected.

Here, people really do concentrate on their work and are afraid to create noise for fear of disturbing others terribly. the only negative point will be the frequent sounds of the door banging.

oops, i witness someone digging his nose passionately again!

ok back to studying ethics

i need to study

the lib is so blardy noisy with people giggling. i admit i do giggle though, but there's a limit.

it doesnt mean you are year 4,and come to the library in a big group and you are handed the rights to make noise. consideration for others is key.

these past two days in school have been unproductive. perhaps due to distraction. i don't know, but i am not performing to as much as i should. i can feel it. argh.

lets hope tml will not be wasted!

i think babies really make me high like nothing else. simply google 'baby studying' or 'adorable baby' and the results can change your day for the better.ie, if you like babies..

apartheid

the silent force that accounts for the major differences in human rights and treatments. we are lucky to be on the advantageous end.

whats happening to those on the opposite end? we will never know given the media censorship.

one day, i'll find out.

look at the time, and i'm in school !:)

reached school at around 7.30am and here i am, starting my day with a blog post to commemorate this special day where i woke up early to study.

i have wasted two days (sunday and monday) hibernating at home and come to reinforce my belief that i can only waste time at home.

and so, since i couldnt fall asleep, i got out of home at 6 plus am and effortlessly took bus 80 to the train station. everything was beautiful, the air was fresh, the people were smiley and friendly, and i didnt have to run for the packed train. i started with an inspirational song on my iphone- just stand up, followed by my daily dose of Westlife. So, everything went really fantastic until i reached the train station and people who didnt bother to bathe in the morning started flooding in all directions, and woooooooowwwwwww, was i blown away by the smell. seriously, there's no racism of any sense over here, cause some singaporeans, in fact, don't bother to bathe in the morning and they have no idea how the smell lingers in an air conditioned area.. :( for, i do smell myself when i dont bathe after training or after i pull an overnighter in school, and i am apologetic.. hahah

ok, and i came to the library, and to my horror, some daring people actually left ALL their belongings overnight in a bid to chope seats. and yes, the lib was packed by 7.30am. i went for breakfast alone to enjoy the serenity of the morning and to eavesdrop on the aunty's jokes.. hahahaah..

i shall adopt this routine for the entire week (as what i told clive) as it seems quite healthy and happy for me ;)

back to ethics!! i'm ethical, i'm ethical.

steamboattt

its almost 5am and here i am with my screwed up bodyclock..

i'm still amazingly awake now probably due to the ample rest i had the whole of sunday. now i guess i'm ready to charge through exams..

had steamboat dinner with the supergirls (missing sandy) at chong qing@ liang seah st.. the food was much better than the one we went to last time! and the service is much better, food is always topped up and there's free flow of drinks.. haha..

had a 5hr HTHT session where we basically just shared our lives and this really brought us closer. sort of broke down the barrier.. i didn't feel that time actually passed so fast.. should have more of these sessions in the future..:)

ok.. will spend the remaining hour and whatever energy i have left synchronising my iphone so that i won't zhng it again in the coming week and just focus on studying for ethics and service processes:)

the end?

knocked out at 8pm last night till 9plus am this morning, after an overnighter in school till 5pm the next day. woots... the end of ldm.. the end of the module which project is worth 40% of the entire grade.

and i bought my iphone! hahah! black and sinyi claimed that i'm treating it like a family treasure. Its very true as i dont think i can afford a new phone already.. haahha..

the weather today is great for sleeping.. a pity that i'm in school and syncing and downloading apps into my iphone. a day of slacking, grant me that :)

live update

i'm going up for my last presentation this sem soon. lets hope all go well and i don't get messed up by myself. stay calm calm calm....

PHEW

undefeated

SMU FOXES, CHAMPIONSSS!

phew, an unforgettable league which lasted 14 weeks or so. made us spend numerous weekends at Tampines Sports Hall, made us put in so much effort for.

and finally, we are able to taste the fruits of our labour now.

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, my friend.

the final (heart thumping moments) of the game, the final blow of the whistle, the euphoria of winning all matched up nicely to a perfect season.

i'm really happy that we really played like a team in this last game.

possibly my last div 2. and a good ending at that :)

for myself, this league has been a pretty terrible one due to the number of stupid goals i've conceded. I've never failed to chastise myself for every single goal. and oh my, some of them are still etched in my mind now.

nonetheless, we are still the best div 2 team, who has been undefeated for 2 seasons. how great a fact is that? ;)

argh

still in sch, in lunchtalk room with sinyi and cass' cat group and yanda!

going home now.. really tired.. can't think straight..

instead of feeling excited, im feeling really pressured by the match later! a decider which will really decide on whether we will promote and win the league. lets hope everyone (including myself) will be super on form tml.

all the best to the team!

sinyi and her scandal

accidentally found this video back again

yours truly

This video is extremely funny and good to start my day with.. haha!!

oh and yeah, i forgot to mention that the picture in my previous post is something which i koped from Sinyi's blog (who, ironically,

does not have THUNDER THIGHS), as i could totally identify myself with the content. ahaah

and yeah, week12 has ended and i'm so blardy relieved. im sorry, but blardy is really the best word to describe the whole SAGA.

having lived on an average of 2hrs+ of sleep every day the past week is indeed no joking matter. i seriously look damn cui

every day, but somehow, fulfilling. but now, im going to promise myself that this scenario is never going to happen again.

Finding good groupmates is a must from now on, and being prepared in advance is the key:)

and so, after training last night, i just knocked out on my bed (after bathing, of course) and slept from 2am to

(tada~) 5.50pm today. indeed, ive paid off my sleep debt and here i am, sitting here with my eyes wide open.

BUT, my dark eye rings still prominent. someone pls teach me how to remove these ugly stuff. save me from eye cream

though cause ive bought several tubes, but used none. hahah. a lazy woman is an ugly one (True enough)

i still have one more ethics presentation, pm, ethics, ldm reports to write, and i'm pretty done with the most exciting

ever, year 3 sem 1. i dont wanna graduate.

and here's a video dedicated to all my friends, floorballers, foxes, super girls, all my regular project mates,

all smu friends... (need to mention cass here so that when she cltrl+f, she can find her name)

AHAH.. simply love this version! (ps all the best to those whose hell week has just broken loose)

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im normal

just some frustration(s)

i don't remember myself being so angry and pissed, for a long long time.

i'm not talking about being pissed with myself like for performing badly in a game. but more of the pissed off feeling when someone breaks his promises, and fail you again and again till you totally changed your perception of someone.

and yeah, no one has made me this pissed off till i can't find the energy to force a smile anymore.

i'm going to (shamelessly) admit that i'm a good natured person. too nice at times. i dare not make enemies and tries to make people around me happy with me.

and whats the use of this all when people don't give a f**k of how you feel, of how much they troubled you, and not to mention, appreciate the kindness and tolerance shown to them?

i know i'm a bitch. but there is a limit to my patience. really.

my friends always tell me that they do not wish to see my angry side. and yes, now i have a tinge of how it will be when i really erupt into anger. it will be scary, something which i can't control too.

losing is a feeling i hate to experience. i've not lost in ages and having to lose twice in a single mod destroys me.

on a side note. BOSS results' out. i only got 3 mods. gonna clear the remaining two mktg modules on exchange and in yr4sem2 (if i ever go on exchange). should be doing one GE or strat or , an om mod.

chao.

WEEK 12

my 2nd night in school and i have a presentation later at 12.

this morning i just went home at 7 after toiling a night in school.

my 3rd night in school will be tonight, for SP Sands presentation. 4th night will be spent in school on thurs night for ethics presentation due next week and because the other members are tiongs, who submitted not-so-useful works.

my life is so shingz and i'm just glad that i have a number of friends who are in the same boat. i guess we can just be happy that the school is not charging us any money for staying overnight.

boomz.