21st

just got back from tina's party! will upload the photos in 10mins time. hope everyone had a smashing good time!

will be attending cass' party tml night and i wonder what tricks she will be up to. she molested tina just now.. which is not surprising. lol. but her parents will be around tml, hope she won't try anything silly which will tarnish her already questionable reputation in the family. haha.

anyway, after attending a few 21st parties, i begin to think of how i should celebrate mine. tight budget i will say. let me think about it....

a question posed

so have you figured it out?

when all things in life don't work.. what will you do?

go figure=)

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you know it when economic recession is here...
ang pow money shrunk like mad this year.

one day before gong xi fa cai

went to watch Bridewars with jo,loi, denise and toren after the conclusion of the IVP games last night.. Its official! IVP is over!=)

i shall reserve my comments about why im feeling happy and at the same time, emo, that IVP has FINALLY ended.

anyway, there was one particular song that hit me during the movie:

Happy-Natasha Bedingfield

Ooh.. Oooooohhh.Landlords Knocking at my door cussing me out
Got laid off my job the night before
Can’t figure howI’m gonna fix tomorrow away
If today’s still a mess
Can u tell me what’s the point man,
It all seems meaninglessI wish that I could step away and breathe
This world’s trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head
[Chorus:]
Someone just tell me
That it’s ok now
What are you worried about
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy
People lie, people hide, people cry, people fight
And they don’t know why
If fear is all that we should fear
Then what are we so afraid of
Cause fear is only in our heads
Someone please say...
[Chorus]
Any day ill go bad thinking bad
Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me
Preparing to battle an enemy unseen
During my stressing I’m blinded to the lesson
That could be a blessing if Id be confessing that the enemy
I’m trying to beat is hiding inside of me
But it’s ok now...what are you worrying about...
[Chorus]
Keep your grind on girl...it’s your love, it’s your world...

go listen to it.. its really catchy and it makes sense. the reason why i watch chick flicks is not only because of the humour, but also because of the soundtrack..

ok, i'm feeling really tired and i don't think i will make any sense now.

went for morning make up class today and later came home to sleep my afternoon away. somehow, i always feel extremely tired during my period.. its normal. i guess. after waking up, and being late as usual, i went for the BMTK reunion dinner. though some people had to miss this bbq due to various reasons, it can be considered a successful one given the laughter that we had.

and oh my. chinese new year is coming. and frankly speaking, i wasn't really into the mood of celebration this year. i procrastinated the purchasing of new year clothes and eventually, my elder sis had to help me pick and buy dresses. i just simply forgot the spirit of chinese new year.

but anyway, at this moment, im wishing for CNY to come fast.. as.. i have lots of backlog in my readings to clear. and i promised to clear them after cny. this is a punishment for procrastinating too much. and im surprisingly ever ready to serve my punishment.

gong xi fa cai

friday, lazy day

oh my. today marks the end of ivp.

what will happen when both defending champions clash head on head with the powerhouse of floorball, RP?

Will the RP girls claim the title from SIM through endurance and composure?

Will the RP boys overcome last year's loss and hopefully win over the title this year?

Its a 50-50 for every game. no one can anticipate what will happen.

So, be down at ITE East to catch all the action!

oh yeah, my laptop's touchpad just came back alive.. woohoo~~

2nd time

last night, my mother hurt me again. its the second time.

she said i had thunder thighs. and she said it as a matter of fact.







eh kevin, stop posing as me on the cbox!

end of IVPs

now that IVPs is over for us, i have nothing to look forward to, nothing really to stress about.

i might not have attended trainings during the whole of Dec, but through the few trainings (prior to IVP) which i attended, through the games that we faced together, i felt the improvement of the team on the whole.paraphrasing what loi has said, we might have no damn good individual players, but we ae good as a team. and this is true. especially when you know that each one is giving her best, you will be motivated to do that too, and this makes the team a strong threat to any team who comes our way.

talking about which, i have a new goal in mind after today's game. i must admit first that i really played damn badly today. got this feeling right from the start of the game that i will not perform as well as on Monday. and during game play, my hands and literally, the whole body, was trembling. my movements were terribly slow and i let in 5 embaraassingly easy goals. i hate myself for that. ok, now comes the revelation of my new goal!

I WILL OVERCOME THE TWINS AND DUCKY THE NEXT TIME I MEET THEM.

somehow, whenever we are playing with them, i will feel the shadow of them scoring. so now, my next goal in my floorball life will be to overcome this and hopefully improve such that i can beat them in their own game.

oh wells. heres to a whole weekend of catching up on readings!

i see red

played NTU just now. lost 3-2. but it was a dignified loss that i must say.

from the POV of the last line of defence, i saw how my teammates ran for the ball. how denise teoh (captain) pushed someone out of the rink with a petite frame. i saw how the forwards ran. i saw how the defenders blocked and held on to the ball. we matched NTU totally. we wrecked their play.

but well, that winning goal was disputed. however, ive decided to rest my case since its irreversible. its more than enough that the spectators were angry for us.

oh. now i have a sore elbow. red from too much diving.. hahaa! but this meant that i actually put in effort. but its damn freaking painful.

well, lets hope that the SIM game on friday will be a better one. if we could match NTU today. if our standards remained the same. we have a 50% chance of winning still. the most important thing for everyone to remember is to: not concede anything.

ok. im damn freaking tired now. my readings for the 8.30am class is still not done. it doesnt help that its International Economics A. hah. heck it. im going to sleep.

longawaited

it has been so long since i logged in. hahah.. and what a lot of things happened to me over the past weeks.

anyway, school has started and i'm actually quite happy with the modules that i'm taking this sem. Just hope that results won't fail me again. lol.. like what stef said, we should really class part more.

i still remember how i logged in every other day to blog when i first started. however, this passion seemed to have dwindled. i don't know why. but i'm always like that.

i have been spending my last two weekends cooping up at home and helping my mum with the 'production' of chinese new year goodies. well, its an interesting way to spend my weekends. and whats more, i can save money. been really poor though i havent been spending much.

after having spent the whole dec overseas, i totally missed the airing of little nyonya. and i just managed to rush through it yesterday. like most people, i don't like the ending as i want to know what happened to yuzhu in the end! but i don't think it was mentioned in the finale episode. well, it doesnt make sense to re-film the alternate ending since yueniang died in the end.

ok. its late, and ive still got training later. hope i can wake up in time. and may all things go well on monday! i don't wanna be crushed again!