the end.

end of exams!

well, this must be the 6th time i'm saying this already. this time round, i'm saying this with much more happiness cause if my agony goes on any further, i seriously think i will be on my way to developing depression.

SUMMER is here and this week, i will be busy with floorball stuff and hopefully, wrap up my consulting project (and get my pay from it soon). hahaha.

Shall chillax for as long as possible and fulfill all the things i've set out to do in summer. I shall be more disciplined and not nua everyday (think of how kevin is pia-ing for his CFA). we are made of better things, aren't we? Will take my time to source for an internship i will enjoy. Don't wanna jump into any position this time round ;)

Cheers to a fulfilling summer.

(P.S. am thinking of changing a new blog address ;))

just to please sinyi :) (who thinks i'm most likely to repost this)

01. I’ve come to realize that my butt: has the ability to shrink and expand in size

02. I’ve come to realize that when I talk: i tend to be lazy and slur through my words

03. I’ve come to realize that if I love someone: i lose myself

04. I’ve come to realize that I need: to think for my family and friends

05. I’ve come to realize that I’ve lost: the guts i had when i had no care in the world

06. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when: people talk to me when i'm concentrating

07. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk: it's going to be a very rare occurrence

08. I’ve come to realize that money: is really important, but not more than that of kinships

09. I’ve come to realize that my mother: loves me a lot

10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll probably always be: soft hearted

11. I’ve come to realize that I have a crush on: serious guys

12. I’ve come to realize that the last time I cried was: when i was drunk

13. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone: is the best i've ever had

14. I’ve come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: the first thing i do is to rush to the bathroom

15. I’ve come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: i will reflect on the day

16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking about: nothing

17. I’ve come to realize that babies: are blessings and will probably require me to dedicate my whole life to them

18. I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook: i will first check my own profile

19. I’ve come to realize that today I will: research on my choices. internship/exchange

20. I’ve come to realize that tonight I will: study

21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow I will: study

22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to: make my mark and settle down

23. I’ve come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: no one. seriously.

24. I’ve come to realize relationships: is not as simple to manage as i think of it to be

25. I’ve come to realize love: isn't just about how i feel

26. I’ve come to realize food: keeps me going

27. I’ve come to realize that when I’m a boyfriend/girlfriend: i'm lousy

28. I’ve come to realize girls and boys: are totally different

29. I’ve come to realize over the summer: that time passes real fast when you are having fun/busy

30. I’ve come to realize heartbreak: kills

end of MR and Ops Strat

the end of MR and Ops Strat with the conclusion of the two exams today. YAY!

ok. somehow, though i know i won't do well, i'm not that affected. maybe i just need the shock from seeing the final grade. whats new? haha.

tonight, i will have ample 'me' time to catch up on all the things that i have to, and probably watch a movie. a tearjerker. tml, i will start scm. yawn. i'm sleepy, but trying not to sleep, cause i still wanna sleep tonight!! hahah chillaxxx

sometimes

sometimes, i feel like being the hermit and just hide under the blankets for the whole day.

sometimes, i feel like blasting my music, walk down the busy streets, and try to be invisible.

sometimes, you know crying will do you a lot of good.

sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

very creative

i want to be close to you like

shoes with laces

teeth with braces

or asentencewithoutspaces

i need some guidance

this is a season where there are a million things to distract and preventing me from focusing on exams. i still believe in the chinese proverb, 船到桥头自然直。

hence, i will just take it one step at a time and hope luck is on my side :)

right choice?

I've finally sorted out my thoughts.

If i can get an overseas internship, i will just go for it and not appeal for exchange.

jet and kevin both got aarhus(CONGRATULATIONS!!!) and i don't think i will get anything! should have put lund as first choice hahah, but its alright i guess, cause i just wanted to escape from smu and singapore.

its true that i would love to visit those who are in europe now and i would like to embark on my own exchange too. but, an overseas internship will prob enrich me more, esp since it is of ops mgmt nature. there are many things i have to trade off for this. and i hope i would make the right choice at the end of day.

bless me. well, stay happy :)

end of projects. whee-o-whee!

submitted my MR report today.

robin and jay both ran like mad so as to get the report in prof's pigeonhole by 5pm sharp. Well, they did it. and i don't think anyone can actually imagine how adrenaline pumping the minutes counting down to 5pm were. We were still adjusting the page numbers at 4.47pm. FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

well, at least a decent report was churned out in the end. good effort by everyone.

ah, with just 3hrs of sleep the night before, i'm beginning to feel the lethargic feeling in my whole body. But, at the very least, i'm really relieved to have finally completed all my projects.

an eventful sem, and probably one with the highest record of overnighters, frustrations and memorable group mates.

thank you my friends, for being here with me on this tumultuous journey and for lending a listening ear to my bitching/complaining. most of all, thanks for the encouragements. wouldn't have made it without you people!! you know who you are.

ok, back to studying. i love reading notes and textbook. :)

starry night

so last night was starry night. and i got a bit too out of control. the first time i really got drunk and can't control myself, can't remember anything. the feeling totally sucks when you are trying to puke. unglam to the max. but, i seriously just passed out without any warning signs. i didn't even get too high. and boom, i just passed out without realising it. prob it was due to the lack of sleep for the past few days. too tired to start with. :(

ok, no more next time. never.

well, apart from being so drunk, i can still remember supergirls having quite a lot of fun, and yanda and kevin popped by at the later phase. hahaha. good way to escape. :)

isn't it good if all of us have a crazy sides to our normal stressed selves? let's live better from now on.

my last presentation for this sem

i shall attempt to document my thoughts with the amount of brain cellls i have remaining.

And so, last night, at 11 plus pm, i alerted my team and requested for a total change of a report which is due the following day (aka today) at 3.30pm. This will mean that we basically had to start everything from scratch. courting death, yes. esp when i haven't been getting the best sleeps in the past few days.

and so here i am, after my presentation, which we didn't rehearse for at all, and the slides were only finalised around 5 mins before presentation. cool.

the presentation went alright given the last minute work we did up. and it is really no joke staying up for this, when you feel so stressed and eff-ed up that you can't bear to sleep at all.

and so, i think i should be rewarded with a great starry night later. looking forward to it, supergirls!