no pay check

just got my first pay check on friday. and just before it even got processed, i have already spent it all. blame it all on the club 21 bazaar. anyway, its good retail therapy.. need it after being so shagged for so long!

78th post

my eyes are bloodily tired.

i feel bad for not allowing my sister to sleep on my bed. she is sick and needs a warmer area.. anyway, i was just joking.. how can i become so heartless! i retracted my words.. but she won't budge.. 

i'm a bad sister..bleah

sorry for a boring post.. off to slog..

i'm an emo blogger

welcome back (note to myself).

this summer is interesting. i'm separated from school life totally. no more camps. no more girlies to hang out with. no more kevin and yanda and stef's funny nonsense. no more project meetings. less floorball. i'm still taking my time to get use to this life. the life which consist of mostly work. i'm learning how to apportion my time. i'm learning. and i'm a stranger to this proces. how i wish i will never graduate. stay as a smu undergraduate forever. can't i? 

thanks friends, desmond,tso, and others who have been showering concern! i'm pretty fine i guess.. and yes, i will come back stronger! 

its a joy to visit my friends' blog. and i partcularly like sinyi's blog cause she seems to have interesting pictures to share everytime.. (eg. above).. i love this pic cause it aptly portrayed the ugly gossipy side of human beings. the ability to spread words like a virus carrier.

if you can spare the time, do go to youtube and search for funny advertisements.. i'm sure you will get tickled by them:) 

on another note, i am surviving well at work. late nights aside, my colleagues are nice, compared to my friends' colleagues. hahah! but yeah, they are really funny and interesting people.. i learn new things everyday and i have tea breaks everyday... which is pretty relaxing.. heh heh.. 

there are 3 irritating cats though which get on my nerves everytime.. 

jus went on a company outing to Pulau Ubin on Saturday. how many years has it been since you have last visited it? hahah..do go there to unwind when you are feeling down! the trip was blessed with good weather and a fabulous dinner.. yum yum... i should cut down on high caloried food.. my flat stomach has grown so much in size! 

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interesting link above!

alright dudes.

enjoy your summer 'break', folks! :) 

stayed overnight

i just stayed overnight in the office on Monday night.. from 9am on Monday till 5pm on Tuesday.

tada~

uninspired

i've been feeling very nua recently. be it in life, and mostly, during trainings. 

perhaps, i've lost my zeal to excel, to strive for my goals. or basically, i've forgotten what i'm playing for, what i'm living for. everyday seems mundane and just going by the book. going by the rules of life.. 

i'm just tired. i just need a getaway from everything.. from floorball. 

or maybe, i'm just bothered by the fact that i'm playing lousily. that i'm not showing mark improvements.. 

my close friends will know. i play for the team, not so much of as a personal goal, but for the team. and now that the team is no longer whole, there goes my motivation too. 

blow wind blow... bring my lousiness and depression away.. 

i need some time to sort out my thoughts. and hopefully, when i return, i will blast the courts, i will be full of hope.. 

from jimmy: 

u play to improve ur skills

to enjoy ur game

to learn from it

here it is, thursday

i just batted my eyelid. 

and here it is. Thursday.

it seems like i just updated my blog yesterday. the days just went by in a flash and with seemingly so little things completed. 

my workload is seriously piling up. with uni-y foc camp programs to plan and floorball exco stuff to coordinate, i wonder whether i will ever have any rest at all this summer. 

came back home without much energy left today. and after i heard that my younger sister has to go for 2 blood tests and possibly a surgery to remove a small portion of her scalp, my heart sank. i wonder what is happening to her and pray that it is nothing serious, only just some hormonal changes taking place in her body. afterall, a lot of people experience hair fall, albeit not as serious as my sister's. Hope she will be fine! 

ok.. this weekend seems quite free for me, gonna plan for a shopping trip with mummy and yuan while my elder sis enjoys herself in tioman!

almost paradise

much akin to a crazy young fan who has lost her senses, i have been satisfying my craving for BOF by searching for jun pyo and ji hoo's after stories.. but damn! its not out yet! never mind. patience begets happiness. 

on another much more sane note, work has been fine. my colleagues are nice people though i'm always teased at for wearing for having worn a waitress skirt (ivan, your special mention) ;) 

I have been rushing to meetings here and there during work and also after work.. caught up in so many stuff that i feel really tired sometimes. but, at least i know im not slacking my whole summer away. 

anyway, i have just declared myself a marketing cum operations management major four days ago. so seniors, i'm your fellow marketing major coursemate now.. woohoo! I'm really looking forward to a better year ahead. 

ok.. back to my korean wave addictions..:) 

woots

i'm here to announce that i am still alive.

i wish to go on exchange. i wish to go overseas for a break. but i am penniless.. i'm a bloke... 

sorry... going to sleep....... heh heh